A Day of my OCD and Me

So what is a typical day like for me and plenty of other OCD sufferers?

Well for me personally i will wake up and think about what i want to be doing today

"I fancy having something to eat, can i even have anything to eat right now?"

"I fancy going to the gym later?"

"I fancy popping out to a friends or into town?"

"Can i get out of bed yet?"

All these concious questions are always met with that voice in my head my OCD telling me if i can or i can't because if i do something really awful is going to happen to me, remember it is not a physical voice like Schizophrenia sufferers but more like that little voice in are head we all have.

All most everything that requires a decision has this outcome even simple things such as shall i feed my pets now? Its funny how when a serious decision is required you dont usually have this problem its almost like the reality part of your brain kicks in and says FUCK THIS you have a real decision to make now, shame it is not so easy to apply this to everyday decisions